愛(ài)情美文：永恒意味著放手

　　摘要：盡管我們的關(guān)系如同水.界{般美麗，純潔卻也同樣脆弱有時(shí)我們就像老朋友一樣，談笑風(fēng)生但是我知道，他有一個(gè)屬于自己的獨(dú)立世界，他從來(lái)不讓其他人進(jìn)入。

　　It was two years ago when I first met him. At that time, he was a roamer who had、 just come to this city, single and had no thought of settling down. I still remember that he used to describe himself as a lost child drifting in the world, seeking things to till his heart, he could never stop, for he would lose his way, then die in silence.

永恒意味著放手

　　It was like a crystal, though, our relationship, beautiful. pure but fragile. Sometimes we just like old friends. talking and laughing. But I knew that, there is always a separate yvorld in which only he exists, and he never let other people in.

　　我第一次遇見(jiàn)他是兩年前的事那時(shí)，他還是剛剛到這里的游民，單身，不愿安定。我還記得他曾經(jīng)把自己說(shuō)成是漂泊于城市的迷途羔羊，追尋一著能填滿心靈的東西，他不能停下來(lái)，因?yàn)槟菢铀麜?huì)迷路，然后寂然死去.

　　盡管我們的關(guān)系如同水.界{般美麗，純潔卻也同樣脆弱有時(shí)我們就像老朋友一樣，談笑風(fēng)生但是我知道，他有一個(gè)屬于自己的獨(dú)立世界，他從來(lái)不讓其他人進(jìn)入。

　　"True relationship takes work," I told myself time and time again. I could wait, wait for the day he let me in, and wait for the day we became true friends. For a while, I believed that, until his leaving.

　　“真正的感情需要慢慢培養(yǎng)，”我一次又一次地告訴自己。我可以等待，等到有一天他讓我走進(jìn)他的內(nèi)心，等到有一天我們成為真正的朋友。我一度這么相信，直到他離開(kāi)。

　　It was hidden and with an awful finality`'.Till then did I know that, I was a little part of his time on earth, a little understanding of his physical being. I was a little piece of him. Maybe to his drought-like heart, our relationship was just a drizzle, useless and disappointing.

　　悲慘的結(jié)局突然而至，直到那時(shí)我才明白，我終究只是他生命時(shí)光的一小段，對(duì)他有形之身僅有小小一解，也許對(duì)于他焦渴的心靈，我們的戀情只是一場(chǎng)毛毛雨，于事無(wú)補(bǔ)而且令人失望。

　　Time slid away from fingers while I was trying to get on with my lifc. I locked our memories in a box and put it at the bottom of my heart, pretending nobody had turned up in my life,nothing had happened.

　　當(dāng)我努力地讓生活繼續(xù)下去時(shí)，時(shí)光從指縫間流過(guò)了。我把關(guān)于我們的記憶鎖進(jìn)一個(gè)匣子，把它埋在心底，假裝沒(méi)有人進(jìn)人過(guò)我的生活，什么都沒(méi)發(fā)生。

　　His appearing again split my peace again. Vivid memories came flooding back from the box deep in my heart. For a while, I was vaguely conscious, it was just like there hadn't being any distance, any separation between us, and his one-year left was just an alter of eyes.

　　他的再度出現(xiàn)又一次撕裂了我的平靜，鮮活的記憶從心靈深處涌了出來(lái)，一時(shí)間我陷人了一種幻覺(jué)，仿佛我們之間不曾有任何距離，仿佛我們未曾分開(kāi)過(guò)，她一年的離開(kāi)不過(guò)是眨眼之間的。

　　When he told me that he had found the harbor for his wondering heart, I felt like drowning in a lake, cold and breathless. He kept talking but I could not hear a word. Perhaps nobody could be immune to `' such felony.

　　當(dāng)他告訴我，他漂泊的心靈已經(jīng)找到了港灣，我感到自己像掉人了寒冷的湖里，令人窒息的冰湖。他不停地說(shuō)著，但是我聽(tīng)不進(jìn)一個(gè)字。也許，沒(méi)有人經(jīng)受得起這樣的打擊。

　　That night, he and his true love haunted my dream. They were flying far across the fields and woods,, leaving me far behind. I ran and ran, but could not catch up. I was the one left behind.

　　那一夜，他和她的珍愛(ài)縈繞我的夢(mèng)中，他們飛過(guò)田野和樹(shù)林，把我遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)拋在身后。我跑啊跑啊，就是追不上他們，我是被剩下的那個(gè)。

　　At that time, I realized, even perfect love couldn't promise you forever, sometimes, forever means to let him go.

　　那時(shí)候.我意識(shí)到.即使是完美的愛(ài)情也不能保證天長(zhǎng)地久，有時(shí)，永恒意味著放手。